Or have I ever?
Forgive me for not remembering, it’s been such a long time.
Anger, I no longer feel; it takes a backseat to Pride,
While Humility and Shame have keeled over and died.
Depression likes to visit me often
And is the main reason why my soul hasn't been softened.
I only Envy money and Jealousy is jealous of me
Because I’m Content with my life and Irritation-free.
I can’t fear Fear because Fear isn’t even fair.
Why should I be afraid of something that isn’t even there?
Why should I be Nervous and Horrified at the sight
Of something that doesn’t have the Courage to fight?
I’ve been through enough Torment and Suffering;
Been Neglected and Saddened.
Disappointment’s at the top because I always expect it to happen.
I rarely get Surprised and Excitement’s just the same.
I feel the world around me is dying, God’s already taken aim.
Last and least, it’s the one they call Love.
The most difficult to understand and get a hold of.
People will lie for it, people will die for it.
People would buy Love if the price was legit.
I’ve seen people have mental breakdowns and suicide attempts
From this one little thing that cause people to lose all sense
I’d have to experience it to know
How one person can make the other’s heart grow so.
In one hand I hold the future, in another the past.
I can keep moving forward or live life unsurpassed.
So I pop the blue pill and wake up to reality
While everybody’s dreaming;
Where wishes come true and ignorance is glee.
Heart of a soldier and immune to mood rings,
Incarcerated, while someone else is pulling my strings.
I can’t have emotions; I’m not worthy, not yet.
When I am, I’ll be complete and finally be out of debt.
Until then, I’ll watch the world dream on
Until the day my darkest night becomes dawn.
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